My goal is to take this head on, and figure out FOR ME, what is the point of performance that I feel ok. That brings up a lot of different ways to look at this. Is it about getting better or feeling better? Do the ends justify the means and all of those very lofty arguments that I avoid to keep my little meager brain from imploding. How do you deal with life today? I think people are overwhelmed and like deers in the headlights. Thankfully, there are a lot of deers to keep you company. Or regretfully maybe, as in lemmings and cliffs. In any case, do you think you judge too much or too little? Too many areas or not enough? I would really like to know.